2012.2012

2012.2012

Okay another special day 

But for me it's just normal as usual

I have no idea what happen with me

Since u left everything seem like nothing for me

U are there just for months period

Why so hard for me to let go?

Is because I'm really love u that much or just because I'm not willing to let u go 

No one know the answer even myself

Whatever one year past

U still enjoying ur life 

No point for me to continue mood swing because of u

One year more than enough for everything

Start everything new

I believe I can be a better me

Move forward

I believed I reserved better one

No point stay at the same point for the same one

Unless the one u stay for is the one who reserved it

 

前男友

明知道你只是我该忘记的人

你是谁  曾经是我一部份

却不得不  开始各自的旅程

明知道你知是我该忘记的人

能够再见面 比离开更难

遗憾 不能一直走下去

从此你有你的生活 我无权干涉

是时候放下过去

别再留念无畏的记忆

相信下个会更好

Heart Break

Once again
U lied
Can please tell mi what the purpose u did all these?
I'm really so damn stupid for u
Again and again

Guys please don't simply promise
Did u know it maybe just a joke for u
But other might be take it serious and hope for it
If u choose to play
Please stay away from mi!

One two and three
Duno how many times I fall
No one will side or pity mi
Is my own choice
I choose to believe u once again
And u never appreciate
Forget u?
Maybe..someday but without a firm time
Thank you for treat mi this way
I learn to be more tough
I cried and cried before
But the day u ask mi stop everything and let go
I smile
Even my heart break into pieces but my tears never drop
I learned a lesson
We sure gain something when we lose something in the same time
I gain a pretty nice memory from u even if I lose u
Memory will stay forever with mi but u wont
Is time to wake and continue the journey
I believe I deserve a better one

Memory stay forever
U just a passenger will anytime
But still stay inside my heart

Ask For More

Life full of lies
Lies make the life more colorful sometimes
Lies will make people feel better sometimes
Everyone telling lie before right
Is okay to lie if it will make the situation better
But dont make it as a habit
It also will spoil everything even just a small lie
No one like being fool by other
It make people feel like stupid

I duno should believe what u been told mi
I hope all are truth
But is really hard for mi
I scare will fall again if I believe it once again
Hot and cold
Sorry I cant stand it
U give mi hope and will take it all away
I wish to get more from u
Ur promises
Ur words
Even I know shouldn't be like this
But still fall in once again

U're my drunk
I'm addicted deeply

Valentine

Gosh!!

Valentine coming soon

I hate it

Again need to hide myself for the whole week at home

Stop asking mi how to pass and where to pass

Is so annoying keep giving idea

I'm ENVY!!

But what to do

Is too late to find someone to pass with mi

Wish all couples stay sweet

Appreciate the one always at ur side

Once miss it never come back again!!

It's okay to be lonely

But not for the whole life

Life

What's life?

Recently my mood damn bad because of you again!!

Finally U are leaving to KayElle today

Should I say it a good news?

I have no idea with it :(

Remember the time we fall to each other,

We love,we kiss and we stick together always

All those things will be a memory forever

Even tho is short but still mean alot to mi

Many said that we are not suitable

I dont care and not to listen whatever they said to mi

End up I hurt but I din blame anyone

Is my own choice to be with u

Even until now I still hoping that will be another chance for u and mi

I hope to listen u call mi baby once again

Stop myself from crying nonstop

Is time to let go

U are no longer with mi