❤My Way

Valentine

2012-02-07T22:21:00.002+08:00

Gosh!!

Valentine coming soon

I hate it

Again need to hide myself for the whole week at home

Stop asking mi how to pass and where to pass

Is so annoying keep giving idea

I'm ENVY!!

But what to do

Is too late to find someone to pass with mi

Wish all couples stay sweet

Appreciate the one always at ur side

Once miss it never come back again!!

It's okay to be lonely

But not for the whole life

Life

2012-02-05T20:03:00.002+08:00

What's life?

Recently my mood damn bad because of you again!!

Finally U are leaving to KayElle today

Should I say it a good news?

I have no idea with it :(

Remember the time we fall to each other,

We love,we kiss and we stick together always

All those things will be a memory forever

Even tho is short but still mean alot to mi

Many said that we are not suitable

I dont care and not to listen whatever they said to mi

End up I hurt but I din blame anyone

Is my own choice to be with u

Even until now I still hoping that will be another chance for u and mi

I hope to listen u call mi baby once again

Stop myself from crying nonstop

Is time to let go

U are no longer with mi

New Year!!

2012-01-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

Goodbye 2011,

Welcome 2012!!

Leave the bad things go let's start for the new journey in the brand new year!!

The most hurt things within this year is meeting YOU

Things happen too sudden,

I have no idea how to overcome it

But since it already happened,just faced it

Wish u stay happy with your love one and please don't fool around again
It may nothing for u but will hurt other a lots!!

Promise myself not to text u and ring u again

I must did it dont be like a stupid again

Lifes still goes on,

Throw the bad and look for the good one

Just smiles :)

Drop again

2011-12-18T14:44:00.002+08:00

Been long time never blog
Recently lots of things happen in between
Some one gone and another step in
Why it always happen on mi
It is my luck?

When I'm fully step into
Something unpredictable will happen
And make mi no way to turn around
Can I have someone to appreciate mi?
I'm just a normal girl
What I need is just a care from u
Even u are busy
But is it that hard to give mi a text or a call?
I'm trying hard not to disturb u
But u know how hard for mi to control it?

U are facing lotss of stress
But do you ever think that I'm also facing the same stress as u in the same time?
Why u never try to stand at my side and think about it?
I'm trying hard to accept it
But I dont know when I will explore and end all of it
Please all I want just care and loving
It is so hard?

TheLast

2011-10-23T21:17:00.004+08:00

It's been long long time I never been here
Many things happen and really I'm tired of it
I got lots to share but for now the most thing I want to share is u
And I hope is the last time for real

I did it for u
I never try this before
Hard to describe the moment
I feel excited and also nervous
But the moment I saw ur expression
I knew it
U told mi u really fall into mi
U told mi u miss mi
U told mi will be with mi
U told mi just the wrong timing
Everything from u just went wrong
I shouldn't believe u
I shouldn't fall in again

No matter how U're the first one and the only one that made mi turn into upsidedown
But I'll control myself and it wont happen anymore
U're never belong to mi
And I'm never own u as mine

Is the very first time I made muffins
U're the one
But I'm not the right person to do so

Goodbye
U will be in the side of my heart
For how long
IDK

JarOfHeart

2011-09-05T00:05:00.001+08:00

Who u think u are

Running round leaving scars

I'm collecting jar of heart

So dont come back to me

U're more and more blur in my mind

Soon maybe totally disappear

Is that all what I'm hoping ?

Holidaeeeee

2011-09-03T20:34:00.002+08:00

Holidayss finally end soon
I have to back to work on the Monday :(
After the one whole week break
I'm freaking lazy wey !!
But this holidays I do enjoy myself..
Club for 3 days continuesly
I'm really old ady
I still feel tired after sleep for more then 8 hours per day after the night life !!
Fuyoh..maybe I should sit down have some drinks rather then go to club !!

Okay
I went to Ipoh 1 day trip also !!
But it really tiring trip
Next time I wont make such sugestion again
We go there find all the cave all the way
And make crazy under the hot sun !!
It's fun yet exhausted
The photo still at Stella's camera
Will post the pic once I get the copy :)

Next !!
Mummy's family dinner at SP!!
It seem like the first time I join them for the dinner !!
And finally I get the chance to go the MAE SALONG !!
It a thai restaurant
And I like the environment there so much !!
But due to we reach there late
So I cant take the nice view there :(
Promise will bring myself there again !!

My face so stim due to lack of sleep !!

This the place,should go and try !!

Not much pica taken cause ady late and I din bring along the camera :(
Opps and also the food all ady hungry and i din have the chance to take :p
I know this post look messy
I have no idea with it too

Time to get back my mood
No more holidays and party
Time to work hard
=)

Be Strong

2011-08-30T00:47:00.003+08:00

Ohlala~Ohlelele
Selamat Hari Raya
I have one whole weeks holidays !!
What to do?
Oh yesh larh
Time for mi to sleeeeep as much as I can
So that I can be stronger !!
Mwahahaha
Sound boring huh?
But I really will use my holidays to sleeeeppp!!!
Then only can be stronger to fight again !!
So again
Selamat Hari Raya
Have a nice sleeeping day :D

Spot my gramma in the above pica?
Haha~
Next time will show her leng leng pica dy :)
Good Night peepss !!

都傻

2011-08-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

常常觉得自己很没用
没办法得到想要的东西
倔强的以为
一切都应该顺其自然

我们都傻
傻在爱上没有感情的分身
傻在以为付出就有结果
你说我傻
傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃
还在期待会有奇迹出现

No Idea

2011-08-16T20:35:00.002+08:00

Busy busy like a bee...

Still remember last post I promise to blog about my little birthday party right

But again I'm not going to blog about it this time

I been letting my blog dying for a period of time again *sigh!!

Currently so busy with the work !!

Almost OT every week

I cant goyang kaki in the office anymore

I cant everyday count down time to back home

I cant sit there and chit chat :(:(

I DONT WANT !!

I DONT like to MEETING always

I DONT WANT to chase after part by part

I DONT WANT I DONT WANT !!

But what to do

Still need to work

I still need u MONEY!!

How I wish to have a short break to blank out my mind

I'm really stress out now :(

Waiting November to coming

Fuyoh my Bangkok trip :)

But before that may I have a short trip :(

I really want to leave here for a little while

Okay

Even thou really tired

But still need to move on

The time wont stop for us

Cant stop the step
Else will be left behind forever

No one will wait

No way to depends on other

It's time to learn to be independent

Blablablabla

2011-07-31T02:16:00.003+08:00

Is the time !!
I'm officially 21st !!
Should happy or sad?
Anyway is the time to move forward
YOU is the thing that must kick away
*Perhaps I really can did it :p
Okay will blog about my small birthday parttyy soon *if I'm not lazy ><"

Again Happy Birthday to me :)

♥

2011-07-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

都快一年咯
说快其实也不算快
这之间我很矛盾
好几次都想到头都爆
你的心意好难捉摸
可能一切都是我的自做多情吧
不是我的再怎么渴望也不可能成为我的
是时候放开了
你的世界也许不允许我的进入
而我的世界你也不想参与

笑笑吧
是时候把它深埋了
祝你幸福 :)

16/7 17/7

2011-07-17T22:03:00.003+08:00

Again it's weekend !!
What to do?
As usual I sleep until noon only wake up
Do nothing for the whole day time till Jess call mi go for Bon Odori
I'm kinda lazy to drive out cause I know it would be damn jam!!
Hohooo....since she offer to drive mi along then okays larh * I'm lazy bum :p*
It's really jam all the way
So.....again time to syok sendiri !!

Take 1

Take2 with my HelloKitty Mirror :)

After round for don't know how many rounds
Finally find a place to park!!
This year really pack compare to last year
But act every years the things there also nothing much diff

With Stella and the Mr.Clown

Sherlyn,Cindy,Stella,Jess and Me :)

How about Sunday?
Still the same
Wake up at around 2.30pm *opps it's late :p
Sms Jess and ask her to dine together..
Headed to Queens and had our meal at Dave's Deli

My 1/4 Chicken taste yummy <3

After she done her shopping at padini again we eat!!
And it's my favourite Tutti Frutti

Try the new favor but not really taste good
Passion fruit still my favourite one :)

My weekend really boring huh..
Full of sleep and eat
Soon I will become fatty again
And my diet plan always failed
So bad :(

Free in the reverse

2011-07-11T23:55:00.003+08:00

Finally I'm free !!
Should be happy right
But it make mi feel more and more down
The more free time I have
The more time for mi to luan luan think
*Sigh sigh sigh :(

I thought u will leave by follow the time passing
I thought I can control my mine well
Unfortunately
All in the other way
The more I wish to forget
It double up the times I think about it
How would it be if we never meet before

Be more tough
More independent
No one can be perfect

Without you there's always be a raining day in my heart
Without mi the sun still will rise like always nothing at all

1/2

2011-07-06T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hello Hello Hello !!
*count count and count..
I leave my blog bored for 1 whole month *sigh..
I'm really lack of time
I need to work,sleep,eat
and the most important Shopping !!
OMG !! I need help seriously
Money Money can u please be my friend don't always go away from mi :(
Currently keep searching for long dress
and also time to find a nice heels
Why why why ??
My mind keep thinking to buy this and that huh
Saving plan should carry on !!
Else my year end holidays will gone

Oh ya it's July now !!
Half of the year 2011 already past..
What u all been done for the past half year time ?
No matter how happy or sad
Life still move on
Smile and look forward the future
Work hard for the wishlists and try the best to make it !!
Let's together make the life colorful :)

The Baron

2011-07-06T22:06:00.004+08:00

Let's go Langkawi :)

UnderWaterWorld

♥

Really like beach very berry muchie <3

FML !!

2011-06-13T21:34:00.003+08:00

Fuyoh !!

I'm back from langkawi :)

Nothing much there

Enjoy the body massage

Enjoy to buy lotss of choco

And also

First time I drunk!!

Vomit like hell gosh !!

Good experience and I guess no more next time

I hate the feeling being drunk

The person we think the most when drunk means the one we really miss?

Is this real?

I'm thinking of u

Thinking to call u

But I get no response from u

And again

I'm dream about u !!

FML

Why I just cant let it go

It's really annoying mi all the time :(

I'm alone all the time

Is really time to blank out my mind

Stop to thinking things that far from mi

I hate myself for loving u

累了

2011-05-31T20:45:00.002+08:00

Stressssss!!!!
How to describe the feeling right now?
I started to feel stress with my work
More and more issues happened
Things keep changing and everyday keep rushing
Peoples are selfish
Less of them will really take care about other
Just do well the own responsibility
Not to care for other

After I know u
I realized about cruel of the real life
U just think of your own
U like to show off
And also the way U talk to mi!!
DO u know that I hate u more and more?
The way u talk
The way u show something
I never envy u
Even thou u got a good boyfie
Even thou u can get everything easily
Even thou u got lotss of branded thingy
So what ??
I'm happy even I have nothing
Even the life is bit tough

每次的笑是真的吗?
面具带久了也会累
可是又有谁能了解
其实我也只不过想要个人陪伴

429

2011-05-31T19:58:00.003+08:00

Finally !!
Time for the Annual dinner :)
It's ady 1 month ago
And now only I'm free to write about it
But somehow there still not much picture share here
I'm really too lazy to resize all the pica *oppss I'm lazy pig
Even just a normal and simple dinner
Without a grand hall
Without a 'sui sui' decoration
But still my very 1st time go for such dinner
Anyhow also a good memory in the lifetime

Let started the story.......
Imma one of the committee for this dinner
And my job is as a secretary
Haha..is a quite easy job if compare with others
Write write write and come out a meeting minute
We need to plan over all the things within 3 weeks time
Is really rush but luckily we did it !!

Jiang jiang..
The very 'Simple' backdrop
The theme of the night
'Colorful and Bilng Bling Night'

Datuk and Datin

My boss during the gaming section !!
He is cute !!

Ms. Pathma !!
After walk here and there my face become like this :(

Boss and the wife
Mi and the pretty

Group pica of all the committee after the dinner :)
They all are so 'YENG' right ? LOL
Both of these pretties keep capture nonstop after the dinner
So bad I not able to capture much in the night :(

After the dinner
Went to bed with few of the committee members
Also my very 1st time go there with all 'aunty'
Is abit weird we went there with the dressing
But don't care larh
It maybe once in the lifetime
In their view
I'm still a lil girl
They don't let mi to drink :(
Will upload more picass again if I'm free to resize all :D
That all for the dinner.

? Mark

2011-05-18T22:32:00.004+08:00

My mind full of question mark !!

?????
WHY WHY WHY
Seriously I have no idea what happening
Suddenly U keep pop out on my mind
Keep controlling not to think about it
But
I'm always fail to do so :(
I know I'm a Loser
What to do..

Always think that single is good
Can do whatever u think to do
Lotsa of freedom
Lotsa of time to enjoy
But now I never think so anymore
I don't wish to face all the problems alone
I don't wish to stay alone at the night
I wish to cry on ur shoulder
I wish to stay with u
I wish I wish I wish..
But will my wish come true?
Here another question mark again
There always a lot of question never solve
I cant really get any answer for the every question I had

我也只不过想找个人陪
亲爱的
你听到了吗

0303

2011-05-15T02:38:00.006+08:00

原来..

我并不坚强

夜深了,

特别容易掉眼泪

No Tittle

2011-05-05T21:30:00.004+08:00

Here I am!! Finally I have the ohm and time to blog again
It since been month I leave my blog death :p
This will be a short and another rojak post..
Even just a short post but I use almost about 2 hours for this
Many photo to choose and I'm lazy to resize all
Okay let start my grandmother's story.....

Went to Amelie few weeks before
It been some times I wish to go there
The decoration and environment are the main thing that attract mi
And so the food there taste nice too

Get this from somewhere else
I swear must be take more pica when I'm there again !!
For mi there really a nice place to chill

Charlie Brown!!
Snoopy Snoopy Snoopy..
One of my favourite carton when I'm still a little girl
Is now grand opening at Strait Quay !!
But still haven try the food yet
We are still full when we are there
So as usual time for pica again !!

The aunty also one of the family with Charlie?haa

1,2,3,4..we are happy family :)

Nowadays I'm very pek chek with my hair larh !!
It in the half long half short period I need to blow it every time when I'm going out
I'm kinda lazy so hairband really important to mi
But the other problem is my PIMPLES !!
Arghh it keep pop put more and more
Soon I will hide at home and not dare to face peoples anymore :(
Who can teach mi the fastest way to cure it ?!?

I cant stop eating every days and nights!!
My colleagues keep telling mi that I'm getting fatter!!
Hide away all the foods from mi
Seriously I need diet
My tummy become big and round ady :(

Stay tune for my company annual dinner

Will blog it soon :)

I learned to love you quietly
I learned not to miss you badly
I learned not to .......

Dislike Dislike

2011-04-11T23:27:00.003+08:00

There are no way to hide from other
Just be the way u are
Anyhow also someday peoples will realize the real side of us
No matter how we tried to hide
That just a mask
What for trying so hard to hide

To SHOW OFF ?!
So what !!
The branded handbag..
The branded watches..
Even the every single meal u went for !!
I know U're so in love now
But maybe that the wrong way u use to show us
I just dislike the way u are !!

Just be urself :)

Refresh

2011-04-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

Love is strongly related between both
It can't be stay alone
It can't survive if anyone give up
No matter how hard we tried
There are no way to continue

Peoples will get tired somedays
Don't think that there will be always someone be there for u
Appreciate everythings
Once it pass never came back

Been tried hard to get into u
But no matter what been done
Sure will be the same answer
Ur single word can easily influnce mi
But my words for u just seem like a fool

We are just a passenger for each other

Live The Life

2011-04-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

Fuyoohh !!
My free time become less and less
Why?!
Because..
I decide to work during weekend !!
Yea..I'm crazy?
Wonder my body can support till when?
Haa..
Maybe just for 1 month then I'll stop dy?
Even now only the 1st week I start the life like this
But I feel damn tired everyday larh..
Duh !! *SlapSlap..

What the reason I make myself so tiring huh?
Maybe by this way only I'll feel better?
At least I can direct sleep every night without think too much..
Anyway GoodLuck to myself :)
It may be a tough staff for mi !!

*It's better to try hard for loving yourself more than to wait someone to love you.

Whity

2011-03-20T16:47:00.003+08:00

Finally I get my new white baby!!

HTC Wildfire in White ♥
Blackberry should be the one I dream for
But end up I go for HTC
Maybe Bb will be the next gift I give myself?
Whose know just wait and see XD

Malay's Kenduri !!
My very first time went to so call Malay's wedding
It much different with our Chinese one
They just serve the guest with the Malay's food
And all the guest will be given a "Bunga Telur"
Very simple right?

The main character of the day
They are so lovely ♥

I just cant stop camwhore with the "Bunga Telur"

Friday's night !!
Even tho I'm damn tired for the whole week time
But I just cant spend my Friday's night at home
After some rest
Heading to Gurney with my sista for movie

Big Mama !!
Is really funny and nice
I like it so much ♥

Chill at Winter Warmer before the movie started :)
I like this pica so much ♥

Am I look fat or getting fatter?
I just cant say NO to the food
Arrgghh!!!!

Mistake

2011-03-16T19:33:00.003+08:00

I Love You
But..
By Mistake!!

Nothing much =)

2011-03-09T21:17:00.004+08:00

Hello..Opps
I know my bloggie been full of "spiderweb "
But still nothing much for this post
Just here to 'swap' away the 'dust' for temporary :DD

U're not here for monthss
The days still pass like usual
Just my lil mind still keep on thinking of U
3 days later U'll be back
Even tho I know that nonofmybusiness
But I still hoping that maybe U'll date mi out ? LOL
I just cant control myself to keep viewing ur update
WhatTheHell happen on mi?!!!
It shouldn't be this way right ?
As U said....
~EverythingJustForMemorable..

Is so funny I'll used it as my hp wallpaper(o.O")
But now it will be only saved inside the deepest place Forever

OhYa !!
My babyboy back to NY already :(
She only will back after 2 years time
I gonna miss her badly
This the latest pica taken before she flight off
With her brand new eyebrow :D

Think I'll be here very soon
Nowadays I have a quite healthy lifestyle
Sleep early no Alcohol
But why I still always feel sleepy huh?
Deep question hmmmm....

Valentine's day vs Chap Goh Meh ♥

2011-02-22T20:25:00.007+08:00

Happy Valentine's day !!
How u all celebrate the day ?!
PhewPhit~ I'm going movie with my baby boy !!
Oppss I'm saying "baby boy"
Guess who ??
Taadaaah
..
...
.....

She is my baby boy !!
All are having their candle's light dinner on that day right ?
But we take something different with other !!!
That is....Roti Bawang !!!
And my baby boy name the drink as Teh Brandy and M's Brandy ♥

When you are truly in love with someone, everyday is actually Valentine's day !!
So that nothing special with the Valentine's day :)

Week later is time for Chap Goh Meh !!
Time to throw Orange !!
Actually I never went to the celebration before
This the very first time I been there !!
Is fun yet I feel excited *1st time to throw kam *..*

See I'm so concentrate to write down my wishes
As I know peoples used to write down the phone's number and name right?
But I have no idea with it so end up we all write down the wishes LoL

I'm aiming hard to throw inside the bakul
But end up fail I throw the orange into the sea
Is that mean my wishes gone :(

Okiess after throw the oranges
Is time for us to capture capture !!

The Building

We all look funny here :D

So ngam we both are in Stripe =x

Nothing else to pose =0

We are searching some other place to continue chill
Some suggest OverTime..Purple Salsa
End up Martini our choice

Night w/o alcohol replace with Vanilla Milk Shake ♥

And also time for gambling !!!
Sing sing and poke poke over the night
I almost forget that still need to work on the next day
I cant really concentrate on my work cause I'm seriously lack of sleep !!

The only nice group picture taken on that day
Thanks peoples for help !!

Finally

2011-02-15T22:37:00.004+08:00

Fuyoh !!

Finally I manage to tidy up the pica taken since cny till now
but then still not enough time to post it up
The next post will be all for CNY and my Malacca trip !!

Seriously I'm exhauted !!
More and more time is needed to settle down
The more I partay the more I feel meaningless
There are no more reasons for mi to continue go to the place
Is time to back to the normal life
Maybe that really not the right way for mi
No matter how hard i had tried
There still be a distance between

Fool

2011-02-13T01:41:00.003+08:00

Nothing last Forever
There are no way to stay Forever
Be the way you are

Dilemma
To stay
Or
Go away

I always lost myself easily
:(

The Time

2011-02-06T02:23:00.002+08:00

Time for holidays again !!
Woohoo
Currently at Malacca
Temporary throw away all the problemss
Lets enjoy the moment !!!
Stay tuned for more :)

Let it Be

2011-02-05T00:54:00.002+08:00

Just a sentence..
Let It Be
Is easy to speak it out
But it hard for mi to do it
All the past maybe just a sweet dream for mi
Although I know ur decision
BUT
I'm still choose to walk in
What I need is time
Time will prove everything
AND
Time will make mi Let it Be

She is Back !!

2011-02-02T01:28:00.003+08:00

Guess what ?

Yeah !!
She is back in Penang
But I'm the last one to know it
Maybe she gonna give mi surprise?
Or.....
Whatever at least I able the meet her again

Last minutes decide to go for Yvonne's birthday partay..
That a surprise they plan for her
And we successfully make her cry !!
Nothing much for the night
We just eat eat eat and eat
It also consider a small gathering
After this dont know when will be the next gathering
All of us step into the age of 21st soon !!
Everything going to change
Hope that our friendship will still remain the same ♥

The Girl of the day with us =)

Again Happy Birthday to you Yvonne ♥

Song to Share ♥

2011-01-30T02:42:00.002+08:00

Currently so in love with this song ♥

Sick Twice

2011-01-24T23:19:00.003+08:00

Again I'm sick :(
My face kinda stim and tired
My body getting weak and weak
Since when my body become so weak huh
Lack of rest the main reason
But...
I just cant sleep early these few weeks
Seriously I hate flu
It make mi feel headache and so suffer
What to do to cure it ??
Arghhh !!!

Don't know how many tissue I'm going to waste again
HATE HATE HATE !!!

7/24

2011-01-24T22:55:00.003+08:00

:)
每天

重复又重复

已经成为习惯
喜或悲
还是一样的过

23.01.11

2011-01-23T02:44:00.002+08:00

原来
一切都只是个梦
是时候醒来了
:(

21.01.11

2011-01-21T22:24:00.003+08:00

烦

✔ To Do

2011-01-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

Continue for previews 2 posts !!
Now lets talk about what to do during 2011
Must stop the current life and plan some things to carry on !!
Is time to think for the future perhaps
I'm going to 21st this year !!
Must have a clear direction for mi to move on
Now I have a stable job
But it that the right way I choose not to continue my study ?!
Oh Gosh !!! Confuse again !!!!
Maybe consider to take the part time degree ?! Hmmm

Here the Wishlists for 2011 ♥
Hope I really can do it successfully =D

✔ Not to over spent again
✔ Keep my hair long
✔ Get the Blackberry phone
✔ Sleep early *except non-workingdayss =D
✔ Give myself a Great Birthday partay
✔ Get myself the Lady Million's perfume
✔ Go for braces *but I'm scare the pain
✔ Stay away from sickness
✔ Stay happier than last year
✔ Slim down is MUST

That All !!
Not over right ? Haaaa *LaughOutLoud !!!
Will add on if think for something else

OOOHH Yea!!!CNY coming soon
Everyone busy-ing for shopping !!
Yay for sure I'm the same
Going to dye my hair into dark color
Hate to keep on redye it make my hair more and more terrible !!
So dark color the best choice
Let look forwards for this new year ♥

♥ 单恋

2011-01-18T20:43:00.003+08:00

每个人总有过单恋的感觉吧 !!
那种酸酸苦苦的
时而偷偷的笑
时而又偷偷的哭
不管晴天雨天
时时刻刻留意着对方的消息
哪怕只是他短短的问候
心里还是会觉得很甜

也许单恋是很傻
对方永远都不懂你的存在
多余的关心只会令人觉得烦

坚持是好的
但如果让自己太痛苦
该放的就放了吧 !!

选择自己的选择

♥

Because of You

2011-01-17T21:17:00.006+08:00

Is Year 2011
I know shouldn't be emo
But then i still cant control my mind
Okay I know is I think too much again
U never will be with me
U do all of this to all of your friends
I knew it
But my lil mind just like to think more like always it do
Cant believe I dare to tell
And now
I make up my mind
Stop thinking about it
Just follow my feel
Let it be the way

There always be a rainbow after the raining days ♥

For 2010~

2011-01-04T20:38:00.003+08:00

I know is a Lil bit late for this post
But I still want to talk about 2010 for the last time !!
Well lets get started..

FOR 2010...I got you but same I lost you too

FOR 2010...We choose out own way to fight for the future

FOR 2010...I learn to face the problem

FOR 2010...I learn to love myself more

FOR 2010...I eat and gained lots of weight

FOR 2010...I earn and spend more then what i had earn

What else for 2010 ?
All gonna be HISTORY and now the time to start the new journey ♥
I wish to find YOU to with me
And
I do wish that will be a brand new lucky year for me ♥

Holidays

2010-12-28T22:31:00.006+08:00

Hohoho~~
Is Christmas !!
This year I'm going to Genting with family ♥
We tot that will be a firework but then we're wrong !!
There're no any special event for this Christmas =((
So sad !!

Oh ya
I ate alotss during these few days !!
Gosh !! I really need to control else I will be a fatty in the new year !!
I HATE FOOD *but seriously I LOVE FOOD =p*

Okay let the pica do tell the story

#1 In the room with my dearest aunty ♥

#2 Fine we both camwhole again =p

#3 Still US =)

#4 So crowded there better don't go during public holiday

#5 Cant believe that I dare to play this and it's FUN !!

#6 Our dinner first time i had my dinner with all "Bak"

Before back to Penang, we went Midvalley
OMG !! There lots of sales !!
But we are too rush
Just able to walk around and search for food
My parents take their lunch at food court
Mi and sista taken this -->POPEYES !!
#7 It taste nicer then KFC !!

#8 I like drumstick =)

#9 My favourite Greentea icecream !! taste good !!

We stop by Ipoh to take our dinner there
怡保芽菜鸡 !!
I miss it so much and i love them especially the Fish Ball Soup !!
Duno when the next time I have the chance to EAT them again =((

#10 There are damn many peoples, we wait for half an hours only able to get the table

#11 Here the foods..I'm loving it ♥

There still lots of pica but now the time to sleep
Will post it when I'm free =)

#12 The bear so huge but I still hope to own it =p

#13 Lastly Merry Christmas and Happy New Year !!

Any plan for New Year ?
Duh..staying home accompany family ? Mwahaahha
Stay tuned =)

It's Time For Christmas !!

2010-12-22T23:15:00.004+08:00

- First Happy TangYuan Festival =)
See my Boss so happy with the TangYuan
This the first time he try and for him it's taste nice

He look so cute here !!

-Next the 7aste New York event
It been weeks ago*again I'm lazy
Not much pica taken and not cant enjoy that nite
But the environment there is nice !!

I'm not yet drunk..LOL

-Thirdly...
Yess I'm so in love with Tutti Frutti Frozen Yogurt nowadays
But no more mango flavor for mi =(
Yet I'm still loving it so much !!

My sis kinda cute here =D

Oppss !!I love my nail's color so mucchie
Gimme more yogurt please =p

The nice one together with TF ♥

- Lastly
I hope that Santa Claus will really make my dream come true
Merry Christmas

My Family

2010-12-17T20:48:00.004+08:00

This should be posted by 1 month ago~
But due to my lazy-nesss
Now only I free to look back all the pica and come out this post =p
Lets the pica do the talking.......

#1. This my grandpa with his favourite Guan Yi

#2. The mother and son..opps and also grandpa here

#3. My face kinda stim larh..early morning waked by them =(

#4. With another cutie =)

#5. My turn..Mother and daughter =)

My face kinda sleepy larh wey..
But I'm so good that be their driver and bring them here and there
I'm also consider a good daughter kay !!!
Mwahahahaha

=p

曾经

2010-12-06T22:10:00.004+08:00

好久没写中文了，感觉怪怪的！！
现在又是我发唠叨的时候咯 ..哈~~
常在想，就算现在自己一个人其实也蛮不错的
至少可以随心做想做的东西说想说的话...

曾经是多么的想被你深深的保护着
曾经是多么的想有个依靠
曾经我是多么的无理取闹
一切都是曾经曾经

虽然依旧渴望
可是已经害怕
总将自己藏得深深的 ....

什么时候将再次遇上
仍是个未知数
好好的对待自己
别困在自己设下的圈套

回头望
一切都已成为回忆

M.iserable

2010-11-29T22:46:00.002+08:00

Duh..Not really understand why every times I will complaint for not enough rest !!
Keep telling myself to sleep early but end up still fail..Aiks
Should cut down my time for entertainment and take more time to SLEEP !!
LOL I know that not the right way
But I need to recharge myself else keep get into sick is trouble !!

Somethings keep running at my mind..
But I have no idea how to solve it..
It make mi feel bad !!
Once I think about it my mind will automatically ask mi to stop thinking
Just let it be the way....
Wonder-ing what will be the ending ??
Who knows *___*

DOWN

2010-11-18T20:18:00.002+08:00

DOWN
DOWN
DOWN
DOWN
DOWN

Yea I'm freaking down now !!!
I just cant understand why I cant control my mood
Keep let those things ruining my mind
I will laugh loud for this moment
But..Next I will turn into moody
I do really hate this kind of feel

Sometimes try to get somethings that not belong to us is really hard
No matter how hard had tried
End up its still belong to others
Try don't to step in
But..Mind keep asking to go forward and get for it
How good if people can control their mind easily
There will be always a sunny smile hanging
But not always a shining drops showing

烂透

2010-11-13T03:11:00.005+08:00

原来...

夜深了独自一个人感觉真的糟透了
不是真的寂寞，寂寞就好

Plan fail =(

2010-11-12T20:13:00.002+08:00

Ding Ding Ding~
Again I'm here to blog =)
Had enjoyed the Deepavali's holiday by BarBeQue together with my colleague♥
But after this I gain my weight ='(
Need to put more effort to slim down ^.*
I'm lazy to post all the picture here
The sizes are too big just have a look thru my Facebook =)

BarBeQue ♥

These are my favourite among all

#1 I look nice here *perasaan-nya =D

#2 We are so cutie *.^

#3 Curi taken by Tracy but nice

Stop here
But....
I got the feeling that I'll be here very soon
So just stay tuned =)

Here here here.!!!

2010-10-27T21:08:00.003+08:00

I think my bloggie ady dead for monthsss....
I'm freaking busy and lazy..
Once got time I rather choose to sleep..
But noting much for this time..
Will be here again very soon~~

Currently life still going on.....

#1

#2

#3

#4
♥ Peace for life ♥

♥ I miss u ♥

2010-10-09T23:48:00.004+08:00

U are leaving us
10 years..
Now u are leaving to New York
Everything will be lock in my mind
I will miss u always
Take care urself there
Don't lost urself at the New York street =D

I'm waiting the time we spent together to come again

Next.........

Yea.!!
I spend all my salary again.!!
My sis's birthday
My aunt's birthday
Continue like this when only I can get my bb..
Ishhhh

What if~

2010-09-29T20:31:00.003+08:00

How good if time can stop
Even only 1 hour
I really need to stop everything
I need a break deeply
I'm tired with my job
Everyday up and down
Chase after everything
When only all can back to normal?

I need a phone badly
I wish I can keep all my salary and get a Blackberry for myself
But...
I cnt control myself.!!
Arghh
Wonder when I only can get it??

Arghh..I'm so geram with current life.!!
=(

Izzit really FUn.??

2010-09-23T22:06:00.004+08:00

Happy Mooncake Festival =)
This year I have lantern party at Amy's house♥
Long time never celebrate for this festival ady
Miss the time while I'm still small
Mommy will prepare cutie cutie lantern for mi
But unfortunately is raining
We cant even enjoy to take the lantern =(

See even my car also joining us =)

Wondering what we looking at?LOL

My face so @.@
Do enjoy myself much.?

Next..
My first time to redbox.!!
Yeah I noe I'm outdated
But finally I have the change to been there

#1 .Room3

#2 love the wallpaper

#3 She is so high...

#4 now turn to emo =/

#5 I love this bag.!!I want it.!!♥♥♥

Actually I do enjoy the time with them
But once back to home
I will feel stress
Now I even scare to face the world
I scare once I step out
U are there
I cant say anything
I cant do anything
I'm really feel scare

2010-09-18T00:52:00.002+08:00

How to describe.??
Hate till the most
Cry for what
Speak for what
I noe after this post
My situation will get worst and worst

I'm just a stupid
Never got the right to speak
But what to do..

I look down myself
I'm a looser for everything
Even my work also cant do it nice
My life just like that

I'm just a stranger
I duno who I'm I anymore

My life are Blur blur blur..
I hate myself

Changed

2010-09-17T00:07:00.002+08:00

New Skin
New background...
But still will continue for some changes..

Now just the half way and is ugly wey...
So wait for my free time den will be continue again..

Good nitezz ♥

Stress OUT.!!!

2010-09-15T20:43:00.002+08:00

Fuhyo.!!
I'm totally STRESS OUT.!!
So let PARTYY tonite..!!!
Let go Bom Bom SHake Shake..

Will be update very soon..
Lots and Lots to be express out.!!

stubborn

2010-09-04T00:55:00.002+08:00

Once i step in,
There are no way to turn back...

There are no something call REGRET,
No matter what had done equal to rubbish.!!

I quite..
I follow..
I tell..

But
What I get.?

Tittleless

2010-08-28T21:03:00.002+08:00

My mood really @%&@$%*
Duno how to describe..
Even I'm trying to let myself stand away from those things
But it keep appear in my mind all the time
What to do.??
Can I get back to the life I want.?
It just a very simple life I wish to have
But I think now is hard for mi...

Even I'm keep smiling and keep fool around
But it is actually I'm feel happy?
No ones really know even myself....

My body like more and more old de..
Keep feel headache..sleepy though I sleep for 8 hours
Some more keep lao sao =.="
I think should have a more healthy lifestyle from now onwards
Else duno what sick will come to mi ady..

Smile hard everyday
Enjoy the life everyday

♥♥

up side down

2010-08-19T20:58:00.003+08:00

Many things happen these days..
every nite cry and cry
repeat and repeat
really is what the FUCK
I'm really pissed off.!!
What the hell u want from mi.?
Can u please respect my decision?

No matter what I say
What I done
All just equal to bullshit.!!

***************************************
Okay stop to complain..
Since what I complain for oso no use..
Really sad case

Went for Tao cuisine and bowling last weekend
My first time went Auto City's Tao
My first time go for bowling too..

Ms Yin Yin~our hotties♥

gosh I'm short

Tao Cuisine♥

All the pic of the day~♥

I really hope that those bad thing can go away from mi
Hope everything will get well soon
*crossfinger*

Reborn~.~

2010-08-05T22:24:00.003+08:00

Is time to change.!!
Goin to change the hair color,hair style..
What else can change.?hmm...
Mayb everything of mine? =)

Still wondering what kind of hair to change...
Short?keep it long?or just maintain it?
Red..Brown..Copper..Light Brown..

Will noe it from the next post..
Even myself also duno what changes will be made..
=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

time for Birthday =)

2010-08-02T21:03:00.002+08:00

It's been weeks i din here..
Really busy and tired for current life =(
Nowadays keep complain about my life nia so bad..
Okay let go to the topic...
just pass my birthday last week..(i think xD)
nothing special actually just a small gathering with fren at coll
and dinner at Daorae~♥

I get this from my dearest daughther Miko
somemore use hello kitty paper to wrap it
and inside is my favourite hello kitty mascara
how good I have this daugther~♥

Just all for my birhtday
Even is normal but I like it♥

Oh ya last sat goin to bar with friends and guess what.....
I'm now suffering for sensitive again =(
Think next time really no more alcohol for mi
Else i need to suffer again =(

Promise will be here soon again
wont let my bloggie quite anymore =)

money money money

2010-07-20T23:02:00.002+08:00

I need MONEY deeply now.!!
Everyday stress with my job
Now ready feel to cry out everything.!!!!
But what else can do except continue those things..
All also because of 1 thing..MONEY
Really need to learn to save but I will think that everyday I'm work so hard for what?
When the salary come to mi,I will just think how to spent it
I have never think about the way to save it..
What a sad case =(
Better continue my work else can't get enough rest again..

campur xp

2010-07-14T21:14:00.005+08:00

Oh ya I'm just back from Genting this monday =)
enjoy the weather there and relax over there..
But now all back to normal and I need to face back those stressss.....
My first time go in the pavilion hall with my sis and watched a show there
The show quite funny but I'm bit blur with it pun
Anyway really relax and enjoy there =)

This time I bring my "ooi ooi" together =)

Next
Taadah~~time to update my previous weekly "status"
First let mi introduce my cutie pretty stylish --grandma
Look at her hair nice isnt' hahaha
If let my lovely grandma saw this she sure ask mi delete.!!

Ahma really love u so much~♥

Hey must believe that I got exercise kay..
Look I'm going hiking with my colleague last saturday
Will have more exercises coming to mi..hohohoho

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I love these both picture so much♥

I cut my hand while I'm on the way to work=(
How could I put cutter inside my bag???I also duno why
Hope dun be stim stim next time

That all for now...Stay tuned for more =)

Stress stress stress

2010-07-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

Okay another moody post again..
I feel that I only will come to my blog during I'm moody
Is it a good place for mi to speak out here?
Hope that after this post then I will be happier and appreciated
Really hope to away from everything just for few days
Even 1 day also already enough for mi..
I need to rearrange my mood to come back and face all things
Tired and Exhauted =(

My heart is broken and hard to stick back again....

AGAIN and AGAIN

2010-06-17T20:01:00.002+08:00

Damn no mood now
So feel like to speak out whatever here
Im tired with current life
I just wish to have a simple and happy day
But....
Why cant just help mi fullfill?
I know that I got a hot temper
But...
I just wish to have some concern from u then is enough
It is very over?

I have been cry thousand times
Even ady tired with my work
But...
After I reach home I feel that how lonely am I
Everyday just repeat the same things
What else meaning if continue like this?

Someday I will choose to leave here forever if I can
Someday I will choose to forget all the memory I have

I hope that I'm a child forever

Stress =(♥

2010-06-13T14:02:00.010+08:00

My 2nd week of working life..
Slowly get into the job and accept the truth that i need to wake early =(
Try my best to sleep before 12 in the night to prevent blur on the next day
Many things happen recently and I totally no idea about what to do is better
I dun want all these to happen but how to control
Ady tell myself not to care so much and just let is be like that
Tired to care all such thing de
Take more time to rest better =)

Oh ya.!!this my place at office...I know it messy XD
they replace a new pc for mi but is damn "hang" lar..
I prefer the old one =(
Now the only thing for mi is just work hard and enjoy hard during weekend..
For now WEEKEND is my favourite♥♥♥

=)

2010-06-02T20:12:00.002+08:00

Nothing much for now..
Start my OL life but still haven totally get in with the environment..
today just my 3rd day there
Everything still not bad..
wish me good luck ♥

Here again

2010-05-25T13:02:00.003+08:00

My day just pass like day...
Day by day..Time by time
what i been done for this whole week?
wasting my time again..aiks =(
I seriously need a job lar..
else I will broke and no more shopping for mi

Lazy and duno what to update pun
damn hungry now but dunno what to eat for my lunch
Stop de lar..continue my drama better

Some pic taken before go to friend's wedding

edited like the effect much♥

This is the one 1 most like..♥
look gong gong mia
haha

Maybe will be here again soon
try to make myself dont feel bored everyday
hope my car fast fast out from "HOSPITAL" =D

play.play.eat.eat

2010-05-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

Here again...but really lazy to type lar
think to update this post few days ago but not really have the mood
so just show the pic
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Clinic cafe at somewhere near Sunway Carnival with my aunt...
the food just ma ma de but the environment special lar....
Day before go Clinic cafe we ady go BM Jusco there and eat again....
after that go HardRock Hotel just for fun wif aunt..
nowadays keep eat and eat so many
maybe will see a huge mi next time..=)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
guess wat i do...
hahahaha i go for prawn-ing
never try to fishing before but i can go for catch prawn
Im cnt believe that I can just sit at there for more than 1 hour and wait for the prawn come to mi..admire myself got such the patient (clap for myself haha)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Next..see wat Im doing wif my sis
we are too boring till play aroung wif the webcam
while waiting for my dad to bring us for mother's day celebration..!!
and that nite I eat ka very full again
guess I will getting fatter just in one month time.?
muahahahaha=)

used to it

2010-05-09T15:13:00.002+08:00

Blogging at my aunt house since my bro using pc at home and my connection is super slow...
time pass day by day and I'm doin nothing after finish my exam...
everyday hanging out with friend and spend all my time outside...
start feel that my life really meaningless if I continue spend my day like that...

Duno start from when WE start din contact each other...
at the beginning feel that like missing something if din get anythings from u..
but till nowaday WE like just a very normal friend that only will say HI and BYE if WE are meet...
I know all of this is all from my own decision..
I try to hide something from u
I try dun to let u know all
I try and try....
untill now I only realize that I'm really a selfish and bad people..
never try to think about other before I made any decision..

What I can say now I also duno..
Just hope that everything goes smoothly....

DONE~

2010-04-24T23:55:00.003+08:00

Finally finished all my paper for diploma..
although all done but really hope that I can graduate on time
hmph..really hope so

temporary dont care all sin lar..
Time to enjoy my holidaysss
First thing i wanna do is~~
Sleep as much as I can.!!
Exam really make mi crazy and deeply not enough rest
so once got time den must sleep..

Must special thanks to those who keep cheers mi when i m almost give up
Also those who always beside mi when I need U
Without u I maybe will give up for everything..

The day right after exam my dad bring us to TAMBUM~
yipee yipee can eat holiao after exam wakaka..
love u DADDY♥

The coconut meat damn hard to "korek" lar

♥love my way ♥
♥love my style♥

Should I..?

2010-04-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

Maybe I'm wrong..?
Maybe I will miss out something just because of somethings that should not be done...
Suddenly feel that I'm just a really fool and stupid girl
Why I cant just listen to other advise and want to do all in my own way?
Maybe is a good way for mi if I do listen to u all..
but now seem like everything ady been set by mi..
I know my temper not really good
I know many peoples are still treat mi nice
I know I m not good in making decision sometimes
I know I know and I know..
but everytime also end up people feel disappointed on mi..
What should I do only is the right way..?

Emo-ing.???

2010-04-09T23:55:00.002+08:00

Not really want this to happen sometimes♥
need more SECURE from u

Exhauted.!!

2010-04-06T22:52:00.005+08:00

Really many thingss happens within this few weeks times...
My granpa's brother pass away last sunday and we all were shock to hear this...
but luckily he gone without any suffer so we all just accept it...
after the funeral we are change into red col's cloth...
all keep eat the "kuih" and play around with the flower.!!
what a different funeral that full of laugh...

all in RED!!!!

Next..ACCIDENT again
but this is the First time in this year 2010..
and also First time not my fault..
at the first the stupid indo guy say he will settle all my car's repair fees
but the next day right after he say wanna report somemore tell the wrong thingss..!!
wTF...need to scold by parents somemore need to wait at police station to waste time...
luckily end up oso not my fault abo need to listen to my parents to blablabla de...

Went for tarrot with jun today..
it help mi some but also make mi bo mood after that..
but fate is on our hand just take it as a advice lurr
she really say somethings accurate without we tell her anythingss
but she will relate other things all together and make mi blur after listen to her..
so just take it as advice and believe it 50 50 can de lar

hope everythingss come smoothly..

~Life

2010-03-29T19:08:00.002+08:00

What the meaning of LIFE..?
Any special behind it except.......
Sad,Happy and Dissapointed

for mi--->two or one.?

2010-03-12T19:57:00.002+08:00

Two better than one.?

or continue be the only ONE better.?

hmm start to think many useless things again..

i know now is the last semester ady

and I should pay more attention on my study...

but duno why just keep think those stupid things..

Maybe just some wrong decision will make mi faced many problems

but now ady choose the way I want so that if anythings happen also cant blame..

i know that is my choice...

Start thinking what I want and is it I really can get it.?

hmph..dun think so much better all just leave it goes on ba...

Continue my life better ♥

不是男朋友的男朋友

2010-03-06T14:34:00.002+08:00

每个女生心里都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，她没有要你等她

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

她有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望她追到。

她遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮她，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和她只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心她，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做她的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
她永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当她那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......

关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。
不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富。
不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。
其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。经历的太多了，会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···

所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记···

有些人，有些事，既然发生了。
就注定是你一生的回忆···

that CNY

2010-03-01T00:26:00.007+08:00

I noe that im late..
but due to my lazyness so updated right after CNY
nw oso lazy to type so......

taadaah~~

my cousin..who more cute.?haha

mua sis..

leng leng er yi

skinny san yi

flower gv by fern~♥

bro,mom,mi

Next Chu5 go Genting with lovely aunt

Strawberry farm

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Next Kek Lok Si with family

WE are so happy=)

praying(i wan laugh haha)

cable car's ticket

year of TIGER

little sis

momy♥

sis♥

still hv much to write but not for now

now is the bed time so nitezz

to be continue as soon as i can

~♥♥♥~

Holidayss

2010-02-11T11:19:00.005+08:00

2 more days to go..

for what?sure is time for fun---CNY

but this year CNY not fun mia cuz I need to work..

my Valentine and CNY just gone like that hoho....

okay~now talk about what i done this week

first go to Taiping's ZOO

yipee..finally can go there and must thankz to miko

because she plan this for mi and also those who go together..

really have lots of fun there..

next we reach penang at about 1pm

since nothing to do so we direct go to butterworth

haha find cindy~

we go Jusco..Pacific and pasar malam...

but din buy anything just eat alot

taste good

no place to go so we go auto city iceicebaby

and this my ice cream

oh ya~forget to mention that

ms Ng Jia Jun make mi wait her for 1 hour

outside her house..wonder why she can sleep so nice and just ignore the alarm

ishh~next time must wake her before find her

with her cupipi

i wait ka geram and pek chek arghh~~

okay stop here and need to continue my work d..

wish all Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine Day

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

HAHAHA

2010-02-07T02:29:00.004+08:00

Is raining nw and i should be sleep like a pig d..
but jz finish my 海派甜心 last episod
hmm is a happy ending..
is it all drama will end happily.?
why all wont just happen in the real life..?
mayb i watch too many drama then only will think like this ba..

people say:
爱,

不是爱他,

而是爱有他的日子.

习惯是爱的最终归属 :)

是真的吗?

hmm..stop thinking and time to sleep
nitez all

finnishh...

2010-01-26T11:13:00.002+08:00

here come to my another post for this year...
long time din update my bloggie since im busy for EXAM..
but now EXAM FINISH..
hohoho~~~
temporary throw away all books and start enjoy lur...
my house streamyx down cnt online..hmph
make mi cnt on fb..plurk and also update blog..
now only can use other a lappy to update and no pic to post...

any plan for holidays..?
adi cancel HK trip due to my dad dun lt mi go...
so whole holidays just stay and home and work..
boring ne everytime also pass holidays like that

okies..why u want to date mi for movie.?
what the reason u do so..?
should i promise to go.?
hmm...tomo is the day u ask mi for movie but i duno why suddenly u will do so...
mayb i sholud get the answer before promise u or just go v u..?

got my new hair cut adi lur...
but not the one i want..
nevermind adi lar just continue keep it long then only decide to curl it or leave it the same...

first time write so long and whole post without any picture..
not bad pun ma..
hahahaha~~~

think wont update till i got the mood to come here again..
enjoy life♥

new Year = new Life

2010-01-04T23:58:00.003+08:00

my first post of year 2010..!!!
just pass a happy and wonderfull new year celebration at GENTING and KL with my family....
enjoy the moment there ♥

Many things happen in year 2009 and hope that this year will be the BRAND NEW YEAR for mi...!!!
all those bad things and unhappy things already pass...
nw i need to have a new life style and keep move forward..

i hope i will do best in exam...
i hope all my friend stay healthy...
i hope people beside mi all happy..
and....
i hope will have someone really love mi and treat mi nice appear..!!!

will post the pic about my trip soon...
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-12-23T23:51:00.004+08:00

Finally finish java assignment..!!
Go to Raja Uda with rafia..jun..amy..for our TOMYAM..!!

We choose the ingredient ourselves and guess which one is mine..?hahaha

see we finish all even the soup also almost finish..!!
but actually just nice nia lar maybe we all hungry adi wakaka...

NEXt---Hard Rock Hotel..!!!!
Momo finish her stpm adi so she very free and can go kai kai with mi..!
and we go Hard Rock but we got driver bring us go..xp

like this so much

even at toilet also want take photo

safety kiss..wakaka

still have more pic to upload but need to wait for them to send mi..
enjoy the night so much and long time din have a such happy day adi..
appreciate it..=)

stop here lar..time for mi to bath and oink oink liao.♥

WHAT TO do...

2009-12-07T23:44:00.002+08:00

最近心情还蛮复杂的。。
到底怎么呢。?
我是否在逃避些什么呢。?
我到底想怎样呢。?
想来想去还是不懂该怎样。。
我知道酱很自私。。
可是谁能告诉我该怎么办。。！！！！

here I am

2009-12-03T20:33:00.003+08:00

Yes..!!!BACK AGAIN after leaving my bloggie for 1 month....
hmm...still busy with my stuff and lack of time for mi to rest well
basically many things happen during this 1 month time
bcuz of some reason met him bec and I found that....
Yeah~i have no any special feel and I can faced him easily
I know I keep on mention about him but now he means nothing to mi anymore....

Yesterday meet up my galss at gurney
due to the stupid MQA make mi cnt have lunch together with them($@&$^&^%*)
but nvm I still have a very nice moment with them at gurney coffeebean
chit chat and talk nonsence there~

taadaah~~my galss

leng leng praisy

eling

n mi with the christmass tree...(yipee)

Have to save start from this month onwards for my HK trip..!!!!
must tahan tahan and tahan..!!!!
dont even buy any clothss.bagss.shoess.pantss
keep telling myself dont spend on those things temporary
and I will get all back during the trip..!!!

♥smile for everyday
♥keep moving on
♥live for life

rest in peace

2009-11-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

i cant believe that..!!!
JAMES u jz left mi a msg at my chatbox
but nw i will never get the message from u anymore....
why all jz happen so sudden..
i cnt control my tears when i heard this

although im nt so close with you...but u are really a good guy..
bt now u are no longer with us
REST IN PEACE friend...
u will in my heart forever and i miss you forever

once again

2009-10-28T19:40:00.004+08:00

long time din update my bloggie d...

feel bit weird and duno wat should write..

hmm~new sem adi start for 4 weeks..

time realy pass so fast

when the time i saw him again i feel that

hmm~i can do it d

i wont miss him anymore and i can jz treat him as a friend...

jz normal conversation between him and i dint cry after meet him..

that a good new for mi..!!!congrat~

people tell mi--dont be think too much

--try to give up

--be urself

--happy for life

i can do all mean im fine d.?

dont force urself to own the things that not belongs to you...

it only will make urself and other suffer...

try to make my life simple and happy~♥

2009-10-20T19:58:00.001+08:00

will

update

soon

2009-10-04T23:09:00.003+08:00

phew....holidays gone

ppl holidays full of funs bt mine full of works...

everyday wake up go work den go back on9 and sleep...

hmm~wat a boring holidays..!!!

but nvm..i still can siok sendiri during work..

haha~guest wat i do.?

taada..photo photo gain..wakaka

oh ya..the day after finish exam go hair cut v miko...
but hor many say no different between before and after..

i dont think so..!!!for mi its short alots and no more layer for mi..!!!

somemore miko say my hair always lok like a nest..

arghhh..say mi like that she want kena liao...

she say mi look better after the hair stylist dry my hair...

my sis more worst say that if i everyday also make my hair nicely den will be not same as mi anymore..

hng.!!!dun look down mi..i will do so if i can wake up early(i say IF i can~haha)

before

after

wei really got different lar...

ok...nw let show the pic

take 1

take 2(act cute)

take 3

take 4(manja v the morror^.^)

J.CO coffee and donuts landed qb mall

is taste better den big apple..

i almost every week oso eat

aiks..wana fat d if continue eat like tat...

bt dont care lar...eat first diet later...

hmm...tomo is a new sem..

muz try to work harder than last semester...

❤good luck all❤

a song to share~

2009-09-26T23:12:00.002+08:00

前阵子突然跟“他”有回联络。。
想起以前的点滴觉得很舍不得。。
可是他目前已有稳定的感情了，我也就只能回忆之前而已。。。

最近朋友介绍我一首很适合我心情的歌---->舍不得

第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着
还怕我难过

不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附合说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我不爱你了

不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附合说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我不爱你了

至少你记忆里的我是微笑的
亲爱的有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐

我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得只是该停了
没有我你要好好的

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我走了

suddenly feel wana write my blog in chinese...
so weird cuz long tim din use chinese d...
love the song so much...♥

2009-09-18T23:02:00.005+08:00

finaly i finish my exam...
exam fever is over...bt does mean that is the time for me to enjoy my holidays...
i need to work the next day after my exam finish...
for what..?sure is to earn money lar...
like that i only can continue to shop ma...

i cut my hair shorter d...hmm still not so used to it...
i cant play v my hair anymore although my previous hair also not so long lar....
must try hard to take care my hair d..too many damage hair caused my hair cant long...
i will be update more soon if i feel free to come here...
my holidays will schedule all with work work work....
but i still will find out some time to gather and enjoy my holiday...

will be update more soon....

random post

2009-09-10T20:48:00.002+08:00

copy from a mail..
is really so touch and i cry after read this....

其实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，

女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，

也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，

让她即使生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。

　　
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。

　　
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；

而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，

因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，

她会很骄傲，

她会很冷淡，

她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

你了解女孩吗?

　　
请你张开你的耳朵，

也请你打开你的心，

去听她心里真正的呼唤，

而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，

你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；

如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；

如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；

爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。

不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，

更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。

要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越深，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——

无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。　
　　　
请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。

也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，

只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉。

hArlOO...

2009-09-01T20:11:00.005+08:00

finally im come back here...
oways sick n feel tired so dint come here to update....
but now im STRONG enuf d..(hope so lar~hahaha)

let talk bout what i have done for these few days...
31of august go vegetarian fod fair at pisa wif miko....
n both of us buy so many things to eat...
hmm sure fat liao lar ...
lazy to write d lar
jz show the pic lar~~

inside the plastics bags all is our food~~

ice-cream from swensen...

vulcano...i like it

take 1

take 2

let mi intro..

she is Eng eng(siao siao mia~~)

she is trying to cut off her spec i think...

take 1 wif ms eng eng...

take 2~~ i love the effect..

so cute~~

ms eng eng hand let mi draw ka like tis...haha

okay..will not be here for few weeks adi...

busy to prepare for my final exam d...

wish mi a very good luck lar

and hope i can pay full concentrate on my revision....

aka aka fighting~,~

i will try to post more if im free...~~

2009-08-15T20:31:00.004+08:00

ok...what i have to say is~~~~~

im SICK agian..!!!congrate to mi...

last month oni visit doctor oni but now need to visit he again...

haizz...what happen to mi ar..??

y oway sick like that..?

hate sick cuz oni can lying at the bed and do nothing...

PLEASE let mi recover lar...

i still have test coming on lar...

continue like this how i handle them wor..?

ok start from now i will drink more and more water...

rest more more...

sleep early...(try lar)

just hope can recover lar...

my medi almost want finish d but im still the same...

i think i should go for another round adi....

look at my chan chan face..ha si lang(scared people)

i want to be STRONG...

sun be sick again..!!!!

Again...

2009-08-09T00:02:00.002+08:00

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
hope u can fly away from my memory...
hope u wont appear in front of mi again....
hope u can fly out from my heart......

hope i can do what i wish....
hope i can pass every day happily...

nothing more just another emo day for mi....
cheerss mi up..!!!!

~~hug hug~~❤

2009-08-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

so miss my bloggie...so many thing to update

bt realy lack of time to do it...

(actually is lazy lar..kekezz)

this week buzy with test and assignment...

presentation is coming..!!!

this time need to present at DK

so scare...

wish mi good luck lar...

will update more soon...

WAIT mi ya..!!!

HAppY BDAy for Mi

2009-07-24T23:17:00.005+08:00

ok...22 of july..??

hmm..what special on that day.??

answer is dadalang.>>my big day..!!!!

but act nothing special just a very small gathering

among few friends...

but also a memorable for mi.....

that is>>1st time get three cakes..!!!!

this is made by eling...taste good and realy thankz so much...

u are the best for mi..

from ms saw and her fren...

this is from my dearest mummy...

oppss...still hv this from amy

we just chit-chat a while then i need to rush home cuz

still hv dinner v my family.....

but i reach home adi 9++

we go gasoline for dinner

(should be supper ady lar..XD)

from praisy..

both from previous colleagues..

and thankz for the wishes and also ahma angpaus...

stop here 1st lar...is time to slip d..or else~~~~

2009-07-19T21:04:00.002+08:00

this few days realy feel blur and sick...

mayb is because nt enuf rest.??

start from friday my head paint like hell

when i drive to coll almost sleep while waiting for the traffic light....

end up i cnt tahan anymore and drive home after 2 classes....

yesterday are bon odori but i din go...

whole night cnt sleep well wake up at bout 4am and sit there untill the next day morning...

whole body so paint make mi cry...

that time realy feel so lonely and hope there wil be someone for mi...

realy hate to be alone..!! plz dun leave mi alone..!!!

after back fom clinic,take medi and sleep till nw..

still blur-ing mayb cuz by the medi...

hope i will be get well soon...